"I dreamt you were a cosmonaut of the space between our chairs
And I was a cartographer of the tangles in your hair
awkward pause fatal flaws"

thank you for your wisdom on this summer day andrew...

guess what?!?!
I have decided that it is okay to wait
I will have nothing to compare to him, no expectations or disappointments when it's finally time
It will be perfect, and I can stop waiting on someone who doesn't even pay attention
It's worth it, I'll be happier
successful day I'll say

It takes two to go to war
and only one to fall in love

Sometimes, I just DON'T understand you

but I can't wait! All of this will be so exciting!!!

If I was ready, I would be ready
I am not ready

For By It The Men Of Old Gained Approval...

"Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen."
Hebrews 11:1

When I look and cannot see I will live by FAITH

how many secrets do we keep?
they can't all be real

in the big big world there is a loud loud cry
and only those who listen can hear

You have no clue how lucky you are so QUIT WHINING!
hope is tangible and lies taste bad...it's true I know

"How long till I don't feel like you're still right here
Reminding me of what is real
I'm not sure that I'll get over you
I'm not sure that I want to"

thanks again jon foreman for reading my mind

I need something new to blog about...it's pathetic

I try too hard...you don't have to tell me

and! no more missing curfew...I AM a good child